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[heidi]

Note: UnFlocked on October 2, although all comments not be Heidi or Angua are screened. If your comment was screened, let me know if you want it unscreened

From LadyMaidMarian's LJ:
That's where most of this hatred started. When an H/Ger spoke it was GT speaking, but when an H/Her spoke it WASN'T FA speaking. Why is that?

Perhaps it's because FA is not an H/Hr site, despite what people have said about it through the years?

And perhaps the hatred began because of this, and the fact that, as I understand it, Imogen told some falsehoods to her fellow mods in a way that libeled Cassie and myself, among other people.

Does anyone know that Jeff also threatened SugarQuill that December? That other people completely unrelated to all of this were hacking into HPfGU and FA mod accounts that month as well?

The *hatred*, as Marian calls it, did *not* start from *any* members of FA's mod squad, and it certainly didn't come from any of the H/Hr shippers on FA's mod squad!

What is she going on about?

Look, I have made it very clear that I am sick to death of the feuding. I have asked people to tell me what bad stuff they've heard about me, and they have not, as yet, done so. I am perfectly happy to mend walls, to peacefully coexist, etc., but I cannot do it by speaking into a vaccuum. When nobody responds, no dialogue will take place. And I'm not the nonresponsive one.


PS - to make this clear, I've only posted it here because Marian is screening posts on her LJ and thus my reply (which is the first sentence shown here) is not visible there.

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Re: 3 of 4!

[heidi8.livejournal.com]

I know that Arabella (because of the unfortunate timing) and Perceval (because of her character) suffered distress when they were wanked by "Sporkify" over the incest thing.

I know. And I have tried a few times to talk with Arabella about it, but she's not replying to me, so I feel like I'm talking into the air. Sigh.

Most of the former GTers tend to be the type to suffer distress when wanked, especially because it is pretty much the ONLY way the fandom interacts with them.

But that's because they keep saying that they don't WANT to be a part of the fandom! When we started with Nimbus, I asked them if they wanted to host a banner, or have a thread where we could post the CFP and encourage presentations and stuff, and they said no. They lock their LJs to posts from anyone who isn't on their friends list. They used to ban people from posting on their site. They kicked Irina off completely. There's only so many times that people (read: the rest of the fandom) can get kicked before you really give up trying to extend a hand of friendship.

For instance, in the Arabella wank, people said all kind of nasty (and untrue) things. Then, as I recall, you said something like ("I have less and less respect for her").

No. I said no such thing. If you can find where, that would be great, but really, Angua, you keep remembering me being *involved* and *commenting* on things that I wasn't involved with and didn't comment on, or at least where I didn't say what you think I said. And I don't know how to deal with this.

*I* definitely got the impression from your public comments that you disliked them and thought the worst of them, as a group.

I dislike Imogen, because I know that she lied to her co-admins about Chryslin. I dislike Chryslin because I know that she lied to Imogen and others. I dislike kvader because he's lied about me, personally, when he should have/could have known better. Zat's about it. And really, can you blame me?

I came to a conclusion on my own as to who "Sporkify" is (from various circumstantial, stylistic and motivational evidence), and then I discovered that other people, including former-GTers and others, had come to the same conclusion. The person I suspect is definitely an FA Mod, but I don't know how close you are to that person, how much you talk to them, or whether you consider him or her to be a friend. The person is on your friends list, but you have a very large one. :p I definitely believe that you and your friends have been misled and manipulated by a very dishonest person among your... acquaintances at least, if not close friends.

Then tell me who it is. Because from what you've said here, for the life of me, I cannot guess. If you want to offlist it to me, feel free. But if you know there's a viper in my yard, don't you owe a little duty to me to tell me where it is, before I walk out and get nipped again?

To be honest, this week, I think it's even less likely that Sporkify is on my friends list, because there wasn't *anything* on F_W about the whole Escape from Azkaban thing - and anyone on my flist could've easily taken my comments about it from Monday and utilized it in an F_W post, without even citing to me.